And Dark Was The Night. And twisted the thoughts, and they were crawling in a way that said "what if", with a daring sound that makes you want to have just a taste, a small bite of what could have been. So you wonder, "what if?" I had chosen differently, or since I'm here, "what if?" I just let go, as if I'm driving faster that permitted and I am already seeing a harsh curve down there, "what if" I do not turn the wheel, "what if" I don't even hold on to it, "what if" I just close my eyes, dream of what it could have been, how it could have been, and finally, like as if I would be able to feel everything with every inch of my body absorbing all the sensations possible, "what if" I just let go? I don't even like it here that much.